Gandalf2501

Heyo DA. Has been a while since I was on here last. Been too damn busy with my thesis and a broken foot. I'm 6000 words from the end of draft 1, 4 weeks to go, 10000 words to go on my research paper. Sinking feeling has well and truly started. I'll let you guys know how it goes. Positive thoughts, prayer, well wishing welcome. On the home stretch.

Check off your fears. [x] the dark [ ] staying single forever [ ] being a parent [ ] giving birth [ ] being myself in front of others [ ] open spaces [ ] closed spaces [ ] heights [X] dogs [ ] birds [ ] fish [ ] spiders [ ] flowers or other plants So far: 2 [X] being touched (inappropriately) [ ] fire (uncontained, mind you) [X] deep water [ ] snakes [ ] silk [X] the ocean [ ] failure [X] success [ ] thunder/lightning [ ] frogs/toads [ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad [ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom [ ] rats [ ] jumping from high places [ ] snow So far: 6 [ ] rain [ ] wind [ ] crossing hanging bridges [ ] death

I'm suffering from stress related burnout and want to go base jumping without a parachute. If my house mate Therese makes one more crack about my weight or tells me to help her cut wood with her broken chainsaw one more time I'm going to jump off the Santos Building in Adelaide and I'm taking her blind, predjudiced, brain damaged arse over the edge with me. I'm sick of study, I'm sick of her and I'm sick of being sick. I'm tired of having to hold her daughter while she cries because she's being bitched at because the moron forgot to save money for food. I'm sick of being treated like a theif for asking her to chip in for food when $1800 AU o