I have decided that my years in high school were a complete and utter watse of my time (it's just sad that it took me till the fourth year of my uni. degree to realise this). There are several reasons that I feel this:

1) The main things I learned, I learned from my personal reading and research and not from the teachers.

2) I was bullied every day, all day and all that gave me was a trip to an out of school care group for troubled teens.

3) I missed out on so many t.v shows, movies and other things I have enjoyed now because I was stupid enough to try and make it into the cool group ( barely managed to hang out with the outcasts).

Number 3 is the main one I am ranting about. In high school I decided early on that if it wasn't cool I wasn't into it. It has taken the love of a wonderful woman to show me that; not only is Disney not evil but that I totally love disney princess movies (especially Beauty and The Beast), that Sailor Moon (while totally sucking in writing, animation or substance) is so totally awesome when you just need sickly sweet mush for your tired and depressed mind (I enjoy it the same way I enjoy Transformers G1), and finally that it is completely okay for a guy to cry at the end of: Moulin Rouge, Brother Bear, Beauty and The beast, Curse of The Ring or in fact at the happiest moment when the guy gets the girl (even when I've just had a bitch of a day).

I am finally coming out of my shell and being myself for the first time since the end of primary school. I've finally decided that I no longer give a crap what people think. I want to be able to watch sad movies, cry and not have my friends think I'm a girl (it's bloody painful to choke back tears because it makes some people uncomfortable). Screw you world. I want to be me the way God made me to be, and that means expressing my emotions in the way I feel necessary.